I had officially resign today. This will be my last month working... I hope it will come to the end, at least for me... However, my brain hope it will end but my heart don't. Haiz... Perhap I shall let the god decide it for me...

I keep thinking back that incident... It is a perfect tool to encourage me for giving up..

I felt sad and hurt today. Cause everything run not according my expectations. Somehow it turn another way round and hurt me again. I cried... again...

Hope everything goes smooth 2mr....

Poem below representing my feeling... I choose to write it here because it can calm me down for a little bit, just like some place for me to express my unwillingness and suffer. Please read it if u free=)