Sometime I don't know why I'm so sentimental to think about what the dramas or movies were trying to tell me... Somehow by watching it, the drama I watched currently... I said that the girl was stupid enough, yet when I think deeply... Wasn't or I should say Isn't I'm the same?
My friend said that human are hopeless and stupid, always don't treasure the one that caring and love you but trapped own self's love into someone who is not appreciate your love. I agreed with it since it was and it is happening on myself. But sometime, fate is playing with us. So-called " there's no such things as co-incidences, everything was controlled by fate". But why fate are playing fool with me by giving me so much of "co-incidences".
I know I'm lacking of courage in telling the truth to the one I really care and like. I just hope everything is the same as now.. Even he care me or pretend to care me when seeing me, or he do real care about me or whatever, please... remain the same. I don't want it to be any further or backward. Many of them doesn't understand why I refuse to tell the truth, is because I'm a coward. I scare losing him once I tell him. Yea, maybe he would accept it and going any further. But one day when relationship broke down, I'm gonna lose him, the chance to chat, the care words and maybe even the chance to see each other.
I just hope he could care about me, remember I was and I am existed. And allow to know his recent thinking and thought. That's enough... Once again I agreed that, I am the stupid human too... Sorry
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