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Sometimes i'll ask myself a question, what is the things that will remain forever... i always thought that maybe "time" is the something which will remain forever...
Come to these days, i realize the things that would not change and will remain the same is the incidents and things that happened in the past. Although humans are a forgetful creatures, but the things that happened would never change no matter what we did, isnt it?

I do have my own memories which is full of tears and pains, but i seem like forget them due to the power of time. Because what am i caring now is not the person who i loved before, i even regret for my foolishness and stupid actions. However, thanks to them... Those who betrayed me, i am becoming more mature, in relationship or in friendships.

I feel lonely sometimes, however i rather to be lonely than being fool like an idiot in the past. I don't have any friends who i can share my real feeling and emotions. As i scared of it, scare to be betrayed by someone else again. To be a rose, elegant but once people try to get it, will be hurt by those thorns.

Will there be a sunny day where i can have a fresh breeze and my tears dry in the bottom of my heart? I doubted...