To love someone secretly, is something i hate to do, yet it always happen on myself... It has been 3 years i don't do it so. I know the process to love someone is sweet yet bitter especially to love someone sercetly without letting him know...Once again, i m falling in love with someone that i think i shouldn't love. Reason? simple... becos i don't want him to know that i have feeling with him. i don't want to lost him as friend yet i love him in the bottom of my heart... Things that he required i will try my best to help out, however i think he only treat me as normal friend. Even me, myself also cannot accept that i m fallen in love with him. Lies can become a truth, jokes can also become reality. It's just matter of time... The longer it is, the more chances it going to be true...
Love hurts... I don't want be the love's slave... But i really hope that he would know what's my feeling toward him... If he don't like me then please pretend nothing happen and just continue our relationship as friend...
Just once, i want to feel the love again... Please.....
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