Woke Up at late morning, fetch one of my friend went to work then came back home. I nearly forget I havent pray for the "tai sui" yet, so I went with my mum. While going to the temple, my mum keep murmuring about my hair color=_='' She said that my hair color is too dark and it cause me looks pale. And then force me go to dye my hair after back from temple=.=''
I went to a salon and dye my hair. The hairstylist use highlight to dye several hair and not dying whole one. I let her choose the color as she say she will choose those color that suit me, but after finish whole process, I was like "WTF?!" when i see my hair through mirror... It was .....ugly=.=''' Let it be, since the money paid by my mum and not me. However, that salon reminded lots of memories. I had a friend that stay near the salon.
I really care about her previously, because of her studies on history, science and english are poor, so everyweek I will tutor her for free. That time I don't even know how to drive and I have to take the public bus in order to reach her house, teach her until midnight only back to my home. Yet after graduate from secondary school, she is becoming another "she" who are different than the "she" last time. She don't even greet "Hi" to me when saw me, what she did was pretend that I am a stranger, ignore me and just walk away. I was like "wth"..... Trying my best to teach her and I was so happy that she able to score on SPM but she don't even feel thank you to me. What i get from her is ignorance!
I done all my best to serve them, but in the end this is what i get, I really fed up... I really hate this! After this, I don't want to trust anyone else. I don't even want to treat friend in such a way. Why am I always be the one to sacrifice and not you all? Why am I always be the one to feed you all nicely but you all did so cruel to me? Because I am too nice? or because I am stupid?
haiz.... I fed up of my hair color anyway~_~''' 2mr still have to work at 10am. May everything goes smooth please
I went to a salon and dye my hair. The hairstylist use highlight to dye several hair and not dying whole one. I let her choose the color as she say she will choose those color that suit me, but after finish whole process, I was like "WTF?!" when i see my hair through mirror... It was .....ugly=.=''' Let it be, since the money paid by my mum and not me. However, that salon reminded lots of memories. I had a friend that stay near the salon.
I really care about her previously, because of her studies on history, science and english are poor, so everyweek I will tutor her for free. That time I don't even know how to drive and I have to take the public bus in order to reach her house, teach her until midnight only back to my home. Yet after graduate from secondary school, she is becoming another "she" who are different than the "she" last time. She don't even greet "Hi" to me when saw me, what she did was pretend that I am a stranger, ignore me and just walk away. I was like "wth"..... Trying my best to teach her and I was so happy that she able to score on SPM but she don't even feel thank you to me. What i get from her is ignorance!
I done all my best to serve them, but in the end this is what i get, I really fed up... I really hate this! After this, I don't want to trust anyone else. I don't even want to treat friend in such a way. Why am I always be the one to sacrifice and not you all? Why am I always be the one to feed you all nicely but you all did so cruel to me? Because I am too nice? or because I am stupid?
haiz.... I fed up of my hair color anyway~_~''' 2mr still have to work at 10am. May everything goes smooth please
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