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Yesterday went to my colleague birthday party at red. Well, quite a failure birthday party to me because we not having enough time to organize this surprise party for him... We opened 2 bucket of Heineken and bought a cake for him ( sad case is 1 of that bucket he paid before we knew it).
I drink quite alot and feel quite dizzy.

After that I fetch 2 of my colleagues back to their house, and then I just rush to go back home. Well, all the way back to home, it take 3 minutes only... I was quite shock( well i drive quite fast)

Went to work today with a blur blur face@@''

Today, I saw that girl again. Yet this time I feel quite funny instead of pissed off, because I knew that I shouldn't care things about them anymore.

I just don't know why I will fall in love with someone who is extremely bad attitude, don't care other feeling and doesn't know how to respect each other also. Yes, last time I will be patient and let him win. But not this time, I would never step backward again! He is just like the unpredictable weather in England... Sunny now and after 5 mins having a heavy rain there=.=''

I think I almost completely give up to care all about that guy. What he want to do, up to him. I just hope to get a new "target" which is kind and care my feeling. Hmm, wonder when will the new "target" appearing to me... haha