Today will be a day that definately shorten my life span! Full of anger, piss and disappointment...

Was working today... I have been told many things by someone today. Yet what I can do is just listen n keep it as secret. I really don't know what is the purpose for letting me know about this, because I feel stress to know yet I can't help to correct the situation. He always act great but the fact is he is just a person who don't know how to respect other and considering other's feeling. I always know that. However, I still help him out to cover off the left-out and trying to correct the situation if I can, what I can do is limited though.

After telling that, she said somethings about him that is really broke my heart, I feel a sudden pain from my heart. Thanks for that, It will be a source for me to add-on reasons for giving up all those craps. He is being unreasonable and sucks!

"I don't give a damn anymore for you, I had enough with all those nonsenses or craps from you dude! Please show me some respect if u wish me to respect you back! Or else, sry... Not even feel to treasure this friendship anymore, I will figure out a way to kick off this relationship if it is really reach my limit."

After work, I went to sunset bistro with my colleagues and friends. It made me alot of disappointment when you guys late but giving me a lame reason. I really piss off until I really will scold all of you. Luckily I manage to stop my anger, if not I really don't know what will happen next... Don't you guys think that the lame excuses are somehow like fooling 3 of us there? 1 hours and 12 minutes from Greenlane to Batu Ferringgi? Come'on, I dun believe it dude. Actually I thought that I would calm down if you all tell me the real reason why all late but too bad you all din. Sry, alot of things I really cant bear it anymore.
It maybe the last time I organize such outing from you guys, I don't hope will have another chance for you all. I feel like being fool for waiting you all, stupid and idiotic>.<

If you want everyone to respect you and obey to you, it would be a mission impossible if you don't even know how to respect other and considering other feeling.

Lastly, You are too "great" for me to love... I truly not satisfied with what you had done to me, no and never..." Go ahead with her, I don't care and dun wan to care things about you and her...