My piece of Mind Today:
Some time I do admit that I like to think... sort of thinking too much... But I found out that everyone beside me has their place to belong, I mean like groups of friends or any club. Like they will always join a group of friends to share happiness and sadness together there. Sadly, I think I still standing there alone. I don't think I belong to any of them, sad isn't it? I don't really have a gang of friends that I really can share my happiness and sadness with. Everytime when I had any troubles, I have to settle it myself without any of them helping me... I feel sad sometime as if someone helped me to settle down it, that someone must be a new friend or someone that not really close with me... I pity on myself... Maybe that is my destiny for being alone? or the place that belongs to me still hasn't exist?
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8th April 2008
I only slept for 4 hours last night, from 2am to 6am... I can't sleep properly because somethings annoying me in my mind. Which is whether going down to KL and join my friends to Kampar onot. My dad don't allowed me go alone but my mum pleased me to go, feel like wth when trying to argue with them.
Login RO whole morning and trying to hunt some Eq like inflitrators and blue pot. Again I felt that I am a noob there=(... Last time I dare challenge them when they ks me or insult me, yet now how do I challenge them with the noob Eq i had? haha, funny... Better don't care those jerks.
Prepared going out around 2pm with J and K. Once reach Gurney, I feel hungry but I can't manage to finish my lunch because the chicken served is too salty>.<''' We had lunch with a quite quiet situation when K was on-fire about his salary problems. I tried to make the situation better but it seem that I failed. Well, luckily everythings is fine after that... Both of them even made out alot jokes with me, and disturb me drive!!!! zzzzz! "throw you out of the car then u know!!!"
We planned to go Queensbay and catch the movie around 5 pm but we failed again, once we reach there, the movie time not suit us at all... Give up that and walk around. Seriously I feel funny yet pissed off with these two crappers=.=''' 1 move fast 1 move slow, I am at the middle and don't know who shall I follow, so I decide to walk the slowest... hahaha
We went Tesco after I suggest to pay a visit on Mr. Lo***. Besides visiting him, I also went to Takashima and Bluecube to say Hello with them. I laughed when I heard they said J is my sister... Rofl!!! After having dinner at Chopper Board and next stop---> drops J back home for a bath and I got no choice but to follow K to his friend workplace.
We went to Gurney drive around 8 something to see mr.W and them. I thought mr.N will be there but what I saw is a gang of jerk there with mr.W. I don't really like the way they doing, pretending nubs or really nubs I don't know. Don't even want to care anyway...
Last stop--> Farlim's night market=.=''' Finally met Mr.N and Mr. H there lol, I m happy to see them but things not really goes easy. The pool password have been changed. I really kind of dissappointed with it because why another 1 quit the job, you did'nt change it and u change it after i quit? Because I m worse than tat idiot and not trustable enough? Everytime u said you 4gt change it when he leave, but why u remember to change it once I leave? It's not fair u know?
Maybe I shouldn't bother so much since I left.
Thx for both of you willing to going out with me, although the one who drive is me...lol...
Some time I do admit that I like to think... sort of thinking too much... But I found out that everyone beside me has their place to belong, I mean like groups of friends or any club. Like they will always join a group of friends to share happiness and sadness together there. Sadly, I think I still standing there alone. I don't think I belong to any of them, sad isn't it? I don't really have a gang of friends that I really can share my happiness and sadness with. Everytime when I had any troubles, I have to settle it myself without any of them helping me... I feel sad sometime as if someone helped me to settle down it, that someone must be a new friend or someone that not really close with me... I pity on myself... Maybe that is my destiny for being alone? or the place that belongs to me still hasn't exist?
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8th April 2008
I only slept for 4 hours last night, from 2am to 6am... I can't sleep properly because somethings annoying me in my mind. Which is whether going down to KL and join my friends to Kampar onot. My dad don't allowed me go alone but my mum pleased me to go, feel like wth when trying to argue with them.
Login RO whole morning and trying to hunt some Eq like inflitrators and blue pot. Again I felt that I am a noob there=(... Last time I dare challenge them when they ks me or insult me, yet now how do I challenge them with the noob Eq i had? haha, funny... Better don't care those jerks.
Prepared going out around 2pm with J and K. Once reach Gurney, I feel hungry but I can't manage to finish my lunch because the chicken served is too salty>.<''' We had lunch with a quite quiet situation when K was on-fire about his salary problems. I tried to make the situation better but it seem that I failed. Well, luckily everythings is fine after that... Both of them even made out alot jokes with me, and disturb me drive!!!! zzzzz! "throw you out of the car then u know!!!"
We planned to go Queensbay and catch the movie around 5 pm but we failed again, once we reach there, the movie time not suit us at all... Give up that and walk around. Seriously I feel funny yet pissed off with these two crappers=.=''' 1 move fast 1 move slow, I am at the middle and don't know who shall I follow, so I decide to walk the slowest... hahaha
We went Tesco after I suggest to pay a visit on Mr. Lo***. Besides visiting him, I also went to Takashima and Bluecube to say Hello with them. I laughed when I heard they said J is my sister... Rofl!!! After having dinner at Chopper Board and next stop---> drops J back home for a bath and I got no choice but to follow K to his friend workplace.
We went to Gurney drive around 8 something to see mr.W and them. I thought mr.N will be there but what I saw is a gang of jerk there with mr.W. I don't really like the way they doing, pretending nubs or really nubs I don't know. Don't even want to care anyway...
Last stop--> Farlim's night market=.=''' Finally met Mr.N and Mr. H there lol, I m happy to see them but things not really goes easy. The pool password have been changed. I really kind of dissappointed with it because why another 1 quit the job, you did'nt change it and u change it after i quit? Because I m worse than tat idiot and not trustable enough? Everytime u said you 4gt change it when he leave, but why u remember to change it once I leave? It's not fair u know?
Maybe I shouldn't bother so much since I left.
Thx for both of you willing to going out with me, although the one who drive is me...lol...
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