It's 4th day I have been stopped this job... Somehow I feel like I m still unable to get used with the life now. Before get this job, I always gaming and gaming. Because of this job, I give up all my Online games and now i quitted this job. I don't know what I can do everyday? Hanging around with friends? but everyday going out is not a good idea also... Play back those games? I don't feel i got the gaming mood already, felt tired... Really don't know what to do...>.<
Today, I was plan to have a last gathering for the sake of these few friends as they going to study at KL and other places. Sadly I feel that I fail to organize it and at last I have to cancel it. However, I still hanged around with Jxxxx and Kxxx. From 5pm to 8 something. We were like flies without head, as we don't have actual destination or way to go. Boring but still ok ba, I have to appreciate every single moment that I spend with them since I m going to Kampar soon... I quite worry though...
Just 1 more month to go and I m leaving Penang and going to Kampar... I m afraid that I will very sad at the moment i leave. Should I stay a distance with them now-on so that I wont be extremely sad at the day I leave? Or shall I spend more times with my friends while I am around? Well, honestly I really appreciate every single moments that I spent with them... Am I able to forget him after I left? 1/2 hoping but 1/2 not hoping that happen, however, it seem that I have no idea anyway... haiz...
Another worry is, when I go to Kampar... Who willing to listen to my "bible" when I want to talk or chat with someone? Wondering... Hell, its bugged me for long...
>.<....Help.......
Today, I was plan to have a last gathering for the sake of these few friends as they going to study at KL and other places. Sadly I feel that I fail to organize it and at last I have to cancel it. However, I still hanged around with Jxxxx and Kxxx. From 5pm to 8 something. We were like flies without head, as we don't have actual destination or way to go. Boring but still ok ba, I have to appreciate every single moment that I spend with them since I m going to Kampar soon... I quite worry though...
Just 1 more month to go and I m leaving Penang and going to Kampar... I m afraid that I will very sad at the moment i leave. Should I stay a distance with them now-on so that I wont be extremely sad at the day I leave? Or shall I spend more times with my friends while I am around? Well, honestly I really appreciate every single moments that I spent with them... Am I able to forget him after I left? 1/2 hoping but 1/2 not hoping that happen, however, it seem that I have no idea anyway... haiz...
Another worry is, when I go to Kampar... Who willing to listen to my "bible" when I want to talk or chat with someone? Wondering... Hell, its bugged me for long...
>.<....Help.......
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