Today was saturday, my mum yelled at me at noon=.='' She said she din't cook today so keep repeat the same fact -> Ask me settle my own lunch. Well, no choice but I trying to figure out who can I ask for lunch and hanging out around. Since Ms.Je going to library for her study, I called my "sister" to accompany me.
We went to Queensbay and I returned my last t-shirt to my supervisor. She was so happy when saw me come. I'm glad that today she was in good mood. Or else she won't even bother me i think. We had our lunch at Nippon Yataimura, well... Feel like the taste not really as good as before. Though my sis, I finally get contact with 1 of my old friend, Siu Ping. Weeeee.....
After lunch, I went to Bukit Jambul Complex to visit my secondary school's old friend, Gie yeng. Hmm, seem like she is doing great. Finally she back to his x-bf or shall say his bf's side. I am happy for her..=)... She asked me to "yam cha" tonight. Thus I accept her invitation but I have to fetch her at night around 9.30pm. So I fetch my sis back 1st of cause.
I used 15 mins to reach her workplace because I going out late, around 915pm. We went to Bed cafe and chat alot of things. About me and her's... We chat until 12am and I have to fetch her back to her home, at Sungai Ara, a place that seem quite "unknown" to me. Well, no choice... I sent her back and trying to figure out how to go home...T_T... Luckily I can reached home safely. =)
A letter to You which is I wrote but I don't think you can get to read this :
To: Maryn
Not to say I missed you so much, but I really want to know why you leave me without leaving me a word or somethings. I really don't know what happened... 30th November 2007, you still chat with me through phone happily and you said you will come visit me at 1st Dec 2007. I waiting you with the heart of joy, thus you made me disappointed. You even missing in action after that. I sms you, called you, msn you, contact your friends also unable to reach you. I really wonder why...
I was kind of pissed off and sad plus worry. I really don't know what happened to you. After 1 month, I saw you finally online but you din't even find me until I nudge you. I asked you what happened but you din't answer me. Isit you get another precious one there? because long distance relationship is hard for you and me? Or I had done somethings that you don't like or anythings? I really don't know... but I know that no way I can get the answer until you voice it out. However, I don't think you will...
Already passed 1 year plus 4 months, but you din't even show up... I still see you active at facebook, and I know u blocked my msn. Do you remember that you promise me to make me a very special present at my 21th birthday? I doubt you forget about it, maybe you had your love now. Even forget about me...
I admit that I don't really love you deeply. And I even give up loving you and I succeed to do that. I fall in love someone else now. However, what i can say is you are the best boy friend I ever had. Distinction in every aspects, not really very nice-looking but your attitude, manner, nearly all are perfect, alot better than the one I loving now... But one weakness, no matter what happened, you would never said it out until it's in critical situation.
I don't love you anymore, however, I really hope to know what's make you leave me without reasons. Because I don't want to be judged died without telling me the reason. I know you won't get to read this letter. But at least I can forget you completely after this. My life goes on and I promised myself to get better companions that would accompany me for the rest of my life... Thank you for everythings you've done before.
By Lavy
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