You are like a sun,

I am like a plant.

You give me sunshine and warmness,

I need you loves and cares.

I doing my best to get your attention,

I trying hard to reach you

But I hurt everytime I tried.





Once I noticed a bug appear,

I try my best to get ride off it.

I was so happy that I'm able to destroy it

However,

I realize that was a tiny bug from the thousand's

And it isn't easy trying to erase anyone of them.

That's why no matter how hard I try to erase the bugs,

there's always be another one appearing continuously.




I know almost everythings about you,

And I'm trying to know even more than the current one.

However,

Even though I know things about you,

I wasn't able to understand you.

Your thinking, your behaviours or your feeling too.




You walked so slow,

and I was trying to catch-up.

No matter how fast and how hard I try to run to you,

I'm not able to reach your side.

When I able to reach you,

You was just standing in front of me,

so close to me.

But I know your heart might be at elsewhere.


Even you are beside me,

you are so close to me,

yet I feel I was far away from you.

Not the distance but the heart and mind...





I was so close.... So close.... But I wasn't able to grab you because your heart is far away from me...