Few days didn't update my blog, I was quite tired at the previous days.
Everythings is fine for me. However, not as fine as everyone I guess. 2 assignments have been given, and mid-term test is coming soon. Hopefully everythings will be fine. I appreciate them which is my team members effort for concentrate on what's my idea and giving a great co-operation with me. I believe that the Principle Management Assignment is gonna be great going.
I just worried about the law one but thanks to that kind guy, for "sacrificing" himself to join me as I'm a new one on his class. He's nice and funny too^_^...
My housemates was quite nice to me and they care about me, think that I m lucky to have them all here but things is my neighbour. I wondering did they know how to park their car or not! Everytime want to test my driving skill one, really damn it...zzzz...
My sickness still havent recover, especially my flu and sore throat... sigh...
I think my feeling started to fade... towards him. Cause from I came to Kampar until now, zero-calls and zero-msgs from him. Previously, I keep waiting and waiting but in the end non of them I receive. I start to feel dissappointment towards him. These few days, I realize that I start to forget how to await his action. I don't wait it anymore, I feel like maybe soon he will be a past tense to me. Even though one bond still exist, but I might consider to take it out when I found my mr.right... I thought he might use that opportunity to keep in touch with me but no...he didn't. So I think perhaps I was hoping for too much.
He is dumb enough if until today he still unable to read and feel my existance and my goal. Sigh... But if want me to tell him directly, it's not necessary anymore. Because before telling, I know this gonna be a lose-war. So what's the point for risking our relationship, just let it fade will do.
I saw some photos that really hurt. But I know sometime is good to know the truth, at least I'm free now for getting a new target or to get into another love journey. I had enough with it really... Everytime when I was really sad or angry, the only things that make me smile plus calm down is tomato. I eat or drink the juice make me feel better. Thanks for that really... I <3>
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