Today quite ok for me. At least I get 2 sales and break the "egg" finally.
Well, This few weeks I am quite well-behaved. Not in anything but just towards him. I m stepping backward and start to leave it(not caring so much about him) for now. I just wan to be a viewer. I m curious about what is his reaction towards somethings, of cause is care the things about me.
I figured out few funny things though. Not really disappointed but the jokes that came from him brighten my day. However, still the same words, It is quite impossible for me to be with him (unless he asked to) and why do I care so much??! ( I am not his gf ma!!!!!). I like your caring words though=X... Sry, I am greedy... I done many things just to get you J.... sometimes... Even maybe you don't... I m a fool anyway! The way u treat me, i believe that u wont treat that girl like that, right?? Because I m the fool one again, I m a fool + coward! She know how to express her feeling towards you bravely yet I don't even dare to mention to you! lol... nvm, let it go~ I can't win her anyway.
Tomorrow have to attend my friend's wedding dinner~_~'' Feel like working than going that dinner, cause feel weird. However, I cant reject because I know I will be killed by many ppl if I din go there. Sad case :'(
Sore throat still on-going~ when is it gonna recover???!:'(...
Well, This few weeks I am quite well-behaved. Not in anything but just towards him. I m stepping backward and start to leave it(not caring so much about him) for now. I just wan to be a viewer. I m curious about what is his reaction towards somethings, of cause is care the things about me.
I figured out few funny things though. Not really disappointed but the jokes that came from him brighten my day. However, still the same words, It is quite impossible for me to be with him (unless he asked to) and why do I care so much??! ( I am not his gf ma!!!!!). I like your caring words though=X... Sry, I am greedy... I done many things just to get you J.... sometimes... Even maybe you don't... I m a fool anyway! The way u treat me, i believe that u wont treat that girl like that, right?? Because I m the fool one again, I m a fool + coward! She know how to express her feeling towards you bravely yet I don't even dare to mention to you! lol... nvm, let it go~ I can't win her anyway.
Tomorrow have to attend my friend's wedding dinner~_~'' Feel like working than going that dinner, cause feel weird. However, I cant reject because I know I will be killed by many ppl if I din go there. Sad case :'(
Sore throat still on-going~ when is it gonna recover???!:'(...
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