I dream back similar incident that happen last 2 days. I was so upset when I wake up, if the dream was real, I really no idea how I gonna accept it as a truth and face it straight. Luckily it was just dreams, please don't be reality... for now at least...
Kinda moodless today, I even don't have the mood to eat too. I know I won't let it go so easily unless he gave me a calls or what so ever, but it seem like this is somethings call mission impossible. Partly, I was worried what to bring at the coming sunday. My housemates told me the timetable have been released. Well, I quite satisfied with the days, my classes are at wednesday and thurday. Mean if I'm too free or miss penang, I can go back at friday and come back at tuesday. What I dislike is the time=.=''' one of the class start at 8am... so earlyT___T, I can't get to sleep more on that day I guess...
I went dinner with Ms.Je at 9pm. We was wondering around Gurney there because of no parking spaces were available. We finally decide to go FACES. I didn't go there before, but the food is quite nice. Only bad thing is the mouse was running around the floor and make me feel bit of disgusting feeling. My mood was slightly recover due to the tomato juice, you know, I like tomato juice, the sweet saltyness... And second was the ice cream. When I not in good mood, this two things play great parts to recover my mood. But this time, not so easy too. Slightly but not holy.
I trying not to find him, sms him or call him. I wonder how long I can bear it... It happenned lots of times before but I think this time I would be more determine with my aim due to the "mark". Bugs grow, even one of them die, there are still lots of them behind...
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