I trying hard in order to forget things about you but I failed many times. The reason I changed this blog address because I don't want you to see it, I don't want you to know me more now. I rather you don't know anythings and tease or pissed me off so that I'll be able to hate you and stop that stupid feeling towards you.
I really hate when you don't know how to consider my feeling. Of cause, this is somethings you won't change, because to you, only that 2 girls is everything, not me... I hate you mentioned some girl's name who are not familiar with me and telling me how well you get along with them. Because for no reason, I feel very unhappy with it. I hate you keep murmuring me, is like everythings I must listen to yours! Sigh...
Maybe this time I decide to come back from Kampar was wrong at the first place. If I didn't come back, I won't get to know somethings like that which hurt my heart deeply. It's not because I listen from other but look from your face expression. I think I caught your real purpose for asking me going so far just in order to eat dinner with you. It's not really that you want to eat dinner with us, but to see his gf and tell her things about that girl. Am I right?
Today I'm not writing the things happenned today. Because I still very unhappy with yesterday's incident. I can't just put it at the back of my brain and forget about it. Because it was so hurt and pain ever to know it... This time I skip the orientation and come back, is not mainly because of the stupid movie nor food. I just want to see you and other friends. Cause I know I won't be able to come back so fast, at least after June. I pleased to meet all and especially you. I know I would miss you all like mad when living in Kampar. But what I get from you was ... Sigh...
If you don't like to go out with me, why you promise me at first place? if you don't like to go movie, why you ask me to go so far and follow my car back? then please, I hate to listen all of your complaints. I always be patient and behave well so that I won't scold you with your stupid attitude, but if one day I really unable to bear it anymore, I'll definately cut off your tongue and scold you without holding it anymore.
Don't challenge my temper later, you'll regret. I'm not great saint, I just a petty little snake, I'll bite you without mercy if you get on my nerves. You would be safe now because I like you, but if one day I don't, you'll gone... not with easy way too
I really hate when you don't know how to consider my feeling. Of cause, this is somethings you won't change, because to you, only that 2 girls is everything, not me... I hate you mentioned some girl's name who are not familiar with me and telling me how well you get along with them. Because for no reason, I feel very unhappy with it. I hate you keep murmuring me, is like everythings I must listen to yours! Sigh...
Maybe this time I decide to come back from Kampar was wrong at the first place. If I didn't come back, I won't get to know somethings like that which hurt my heart deeply. It's not because I listen from other but look from your face expression. I think I caught your real purpose for asking me going so far just in order to eat dinner with you. It's not really that you want to eat dinner with us, but to see his gf and tell her things about that girl. Am I right?
Today I'm not writing the things happenned today. Because I still very unhappy with yesterday's incident. I can't just put it at the back of my brain and forget about it. Because it was so hurt and pain ever to know it... This time I skip the orientation and come back, is not mainly because of the stupid movie nor food. I just want to see you and other friends. Cause I know I won't be able to come back so fast, at least after June. I pleased to meet all and especially you. I know I would miss you all like mad when living in Kampar. But what I get from you was ... Sigh...
If you don't like to go out with me, why you promise me at first place? if you don't like to go movie, why you ask me to go so far and follow my car back? then please, I hate to listen all of your complaints. I always be patient and behave well so that I won't scold you with your stupid attitude, but if one day I really unable to bear it anymore, I'll definately cut off your tongue and scold you without holding it anymore.
Don't challenge my temper later, you'll regret. I'm not great saint, I just a petty little snake, I'll bite you without mercy if you get on my nerves. You would be safe now because I like you, but if one day I don't, you'll gone... not with easy way too
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