Well, this is from email again. I feel it's meaningful and it's exactly describe how I feel these months....

Enjoy...

~每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友~
~Each girl's side has one is not boyfriend's boyfriend~

但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?But, what's the reason for both of you unable to be together?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。 perhaps because of loyalty between friends, he's unable to reach you
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。 perhaps because of his family's opinion, both of you unable to be together
也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。 or maybe because of going overseas for further studies, he don't want you to wait for him


也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。Maybe it's too early for both of you get to know each other, unable to treasure the opposite party.

也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。 Perhaps it's too late for both of you to meet each other, there's another person beside you already.

也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待 maybe you turning back to the starting point too late, he doesn't want to wait anymore.

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。 Perhap both of you are ascertaining each other's heart, but still unable to step forward the demarcation line slowly.

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。Even both of you aren't together, both of you still remain the relationship as friend

但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心but you know it very well that, toward this person, you will care more than the other one.

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。Even though both of you didn't hold each other hand when hanging out, you still able to chat whatever-you-like topic with him/her.

他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。He might be having someone that he love, you might tell him that you will help him to get the opponent, however, you will be unable to sure whether you are hoping him to get that one or not.

他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又欠了谁。When he facing difficulties, you will try your best in helping him without concerning about whose matter it is.

男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。Boy/girl friends may jeolous, but you may comfort them by telling them he/she is just a friend, but there's uncertainty in you heart.

每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。Everyone's heart may have/had a special friend , it's a very contradictory behavior

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。Starting, You will be not satisfy for just being a friend, but after that, you might feel that the situation now is the best

你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。You would rather caring him/her that way than having "break-up" one day.

你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。You would rather be his/her friend, wouldn't feel any jeolousy at all, and to be able to chat freely.

特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。You will know that, he is care for you forever.

做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?Unable to be couple, be a special friend for him/her, isn't just nice?

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?Who's your special friend that living in yout heart?

很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了 In relationships, mostly is because of one-sided wishes, then unable to continue the friendship anymore.

常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情 Always regret that it was a awesome friendship there

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,because of one telling you that he/she love you, if you don't have any reaction
这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步 this friendship might be unable to last, that's why some people wouldn't try to follow this step

因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。It's because this is a gamble, either after telling each other will become couples, or might be even end up losing a friend for that

有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好. There are somethings that you are unable to predict, even he/she doesn't care about it and continue as a friend, but it won't be as close as previous time.


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I'm quite poor to translate chinese to english, so please bear it if any error or mistakes that I had made XD

Yea, I always feel it that way like the above statements. It's better continue as a normal friend than spoiling it and end up everything is back to the stranger point...