Was very tired and pressure over this few week, assignment, test and relationship. Thanks to all my assignment teammates that willing to co-operate with me in order to ensure the assignment is smooth-going.
Today's morning, I was skipped class because I was seriously headache and really looks bad. My housemate was very worry but luckily after I get some rest, I was able to attend my 1230pm class. I was slacking whole day for the sickness. Damn it=.='' I think it's because I didn't get enough sleep for few days. Everyday have to wake up early at 6-7am. That's mad to me. Plus the weather here is so "nice" until I fall in "sick" with it. Although yesterday it did rain here.
I was so blur until I thought today I suppose to go dinner with my friend. After she told is it is tomorrow and not today, then my first thinking is "DEAD! NO DINNER TODAY! NO FOOD EITHER!". No choice, last option, call delivery which is food that taste below average. I really doubt how's the people living in Kampar for years.
I saw his msn title message. Love's complicated and he hate it. Well, he is just like a star to me now. A blind one, a star that brighten ways for me and because of my careless, I fall in love with the star but sadly I was unable to reach him even I feel it's close to me. The star is even blind and deaf to know about my feeling toward him. What he concern is her... Even she is now in Penang. Yea, no doubt that's it. I wasn't and isn't waiting for his greet nor calls anymore. It had become less important for me now. Is less but not non, you know...
And to another fellow, thanks god... I think he had return the "peace" to me. I like the days without his interruption but somehow I miss his messages and actually I want to see how "handsome" he is as he said until can fly to hit the ceiling. Just that lots of my friends against my idea because to them he is harmful to me. See, human are weird aren't they? I'm one of the human too though....
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